

Why?Why?Why?
I stared at the computer screen, too stunned, too shocked, too sick at heart to comprehend.
Why?
My eyes felt like they were dusted with sand and broken glass. My limbs felt too clumsy, too uncoordinated to move, and yet, they were filled with a restless energy.
Why?
I had to move. I sprang up from the bed and I paced. To the door, back again. To the chair, to the door, back again. I stopped at the window. I stared out sightlessly. There was no comforting image, no ray of light. I was lost in the dark. My unending night.
Why?
Part of me wanted to r


Do you feel....Do you feel the same? Sometimes I feel like Im dreaming When you hold me, tell me you love me This cant be the guy Im seeing Hes so distant.Do you feel....
Do you feel the same? Sometimes I just need you here To know that you want to be with me Regardless of anyone else Youre my guy.
Do you feel the same? Sometimes its like Im screaming
And you still wont hear Because youre never here Youre with her.
Do you feel the same? Is it bad that I cant trust you, right now Its al